Feelings

I feel like:
I know too much,
I've seen too much,
Heard too much,
To not know enough,
Yet I still don't know
Anything.
Everything I thought I did
Is revamped everyday I live.
            Life.
There's no one way,
I see that every single day.
Everything is so diverse
And still somehow the same...
Lol, I get confused,
Really, I feel like life's a ruse
I laugh but I'm really crying
Because I can't figure it out;
Why things are ever changing
Why I can't figure out the rules of the game;
Why there are no rules...
Is it even a game?
Is it about making a name?
Stuck on the fence.
A big, comfortable fence.
Once in a while I look over
Hoping that one day, it'll all be over.