Moving On

It's like leaving a piece of my soul behind,
The memories, the thoughts...
Reminiscing is never enough.
You float through my mind,
Like a kite, caught in a tree,
Or a boat that can never stay afloat.
Drowning in misery,
Crying unending streams.
I wish we never met.
I wish, somehow we never hurt.
But it's way beyond that now;
It's more like a nightmare in the day time.
Awake, but I'm still scared;
Scarred,
Without a doubt.
But healing, in and out.
Hoping it doesn't take too long,
Wishing I could sing it in a song,
But there isn't one which can describe exactly how I feel,
So I wrote a poem, to make it real.
Coz my heart wouldn't accept it,
Looking for every reason to fix this,
Us.
But how many fights will it take?
How many months, till we end up here again?
So I'd rather leave you with a little bit of my soul, the little bit that only you know;
Coz that bit has always been yours,
Just like I was, once before.